That feeling

it doesnt matter how hard you try

or how may times you've failed

you may feel as though

its been  too many times

that you've sat in the this room

in the very same spot

or

Justing over thinking

about what should be

or just

wanting to be held

waiting to be love

just waiting my turn.

sitting here waiting for love

you can love yourself so much

be as confident as you want

but truth is we all need to be loved by someone other than ourselves

without love life feels worthless

Greener Grass on the other side?

 I think its funny how people are always moving on and moving forward and always looking for bigger and better. Dont miss out on the greatness around you. Bigger & better could already be in your face...
We are human and we make mistake but the best part is when you are still loved after those mistakes. No situation will ever be perfect but the best situations have the best of memories, both good and bad.  Think about it... I know that one person said something to turn on you but their an overall great person. Why not give them a chance? Or maybe is that one person you connect well with but they just werent ready yet... be their friend. Dont give up on people so fast. Just make the best out those situations.

"the grass aint greener on the other side"
Be patient, nurture your grass, water it, love it harder everyday... and watch it grow.