Dear love: it hurts

I can only hope this days make you happier than you've ever been.

My heart is feeling as though I lost my best friend.

All the jokes

All the laughs

And the warmth from each embrace

My dear love

I'm going to miss you so

This Time I've had you 

And didn't want to let you go

I felt like you knew me better this time around

Hold me tighter and longer

Because you hate when I frown 

My dear love 

It hurts more than you'd ever know

Parting is filled with so much sorrow

Alone

Hey world

Every feel lonely? So many people around but nothing that fills the void or closeness. Sometimes I feel like i'm walking through a crowd, alone.  I feel like I'd be much better if I fall off the grid.

Its a big cruel world out there ...

but it makes you tough. 

Gift...Curse

What's your most favorite thing?

My heart

What's your least favorite thing?

My heart

The heart is such a gift.

Wen you give it to the wrong person, it feels like a curse. 

Healing: Its a process

I remember never liking the scab on my wounds. I would pick and peel the scab hoping it would help heal faster. Granted the scab is there to prevent infection. Its there to help the wound heal. I remember wounds would itch around the edges. I would try to scratch around it trying my hardest to stay outside the wound. That never worked.

Physical and emotional wounds are the same. You have to give it time to heal. You can't pick at it, in hopes of change. I get it we all want what we want. Some of us are impatient.  Hell I get that way too!

You have to let time do its duty. Have a little patience and ride your emotions out like an adult. I always tell my son to take his tire and have patience. Even as an adult we need to conscious of our emotions.

Scabs are there to protect the wound and prevent scarring.

Time is your scab. Make peace with it. Let your wounds heal. Time is actually on your side when it come to the healing process.

Make peace with yourself and trust the process.

‪#‎loveandlight‬

Dear love: I'm sorry

Dear love,

Each day without you makes me miss you more. I'm grateful for our quick meet ups but I think I'm ready to keep you. I really hope you're ready to keep me too. I know that last time you came into my life, I wasn't ready. You really showed me what I missing when you left. Oh Love you've taught me a lesson. I know how much you deserve to be appreciated.

You showed me that I needed to love me first. Without self love I wouldn't not be able to keep up your needs.

Each encounter I've had with you taught me how to be a better person. My love I am unselfish for you. I am floating each moment I bask in your presence.

So much I'd give just to see you again.
Just to feel you again.
To show you how you've helped me for the better

Oh love... let me be your fool.

If you please... give me
one more chance...

to LOVE.

My thoughts: I see said the blind.

I miss text messages that make me smile.

Something that says I'm thinking of you. 

I remember waking up to thoughtful sentiments in my inbox.

Every morning.

Good morning beautiful 

Good morning gorgeous 

Good morning Ms. wonderful 

Have a wonderful day my love

Jut random thoughtful sentiments that warmed my heart.

I mean how hard can it be to take some time out of your day to speak to the people you love? Specially when you don't see them every day. Maybe it's just me?

Maybe I'm the type that need occasionally terms of endearment. 

Why do we hold back on those we love but...

It's like we go where we are needed but not where we are cherished.

Break the chain. Love the people who love you back. Stop chasing after those who run. 

Actions vs. Intentions

Sometimes we have a desire for things were arent ready for. I want lots of things. We all do. Truth is you need to be in tuned with yourself to understand. You must pay attention to your actions. Are you doing exactly what you say you will do? If  not, do you understand your actions? 

If you're saying one thing and doing another, acknowledge it. We're not perfect yanno.

It's part of being credible.