Sometimes...

Sometimes you meet that guy that makes you want to smile again,  feel again, heck love again. Fall for this opportunity. Embrace the possibilities of greatness. Even if you are afraid. Be brave and willing to love and share love.

...and That's OKAY

You can meet lots of people, go on a few dates and not connect with anyone. Then there is that one person that comes along and makes you feel as if you can do this all over again. Guess you can say that I thought I found him. What I found was a little unexpected pain. Just a little.

I thought I found a friend… someone who was okay with me taking my time (If you know me, then you KNOW I can take A LOT OF TIME),  over the time he became a great lover. He made me want love again. I haven’t been intimate with a man in so long that I started to look forward to those intimate moments. I can tell you now, when you are intimate with someone an amazing bond can be created. It is truly a beautiful thing. I don’t recommend being intimate with just anyone. It takes away the true value of intimacy.

Getting to the point… People come into our lives for a reason. Sometimes it may not be what we want or how we expect it.  AND ITS OKAY!

Seven Johnson Said “Stop making your Preparer  your Priority. That  person isn’t meant to Open Their  Heart To Love You.. They’re there to Open The Door for Who’s Going To Love You.

The Reason that love Hurts A Lot is because you’re putting A LOT in what’s Meant To Hurt.”

I believe this person came into my life to prepare me for love. The little pain was short felt because he is still my friend. I may never know the full story and that’s okay with me. Friends are loving and caring no matter the situation. I am forever loving & caring with all of my friends.

"Stop waiting for my heart to take responsibility for its mistakes… There are no mistakes."

That feeling

it doesnt matter how hard you try

or how may times you've failed

you may feel as though

its been  too many times

that you've sat in the this room

in the very same spot

or

Justing over thinking

about what should be

or just

wanting to be held

waiting to be love

just waiting my turn.

sitting here waiting for love

you can love yourself so much

be as confident as you want

but truth is we all need to be loved by someone other than ourselves

without love life feels worthless

Greener Grass on the other side?

 I think its funny how people are always moving on and moving forward and always looking for bigger and better. Dont miss out on the greatness around you. Bigger & better could already be in your face...
We are human and we make mistake but the best part is when you are still loved after those mistakes. No situation will ever be perfect but the best situations have the best of memories, both good and bad.  Think about it... I know that one person said something to turn on you but their an overall great person. Why not give them a chance? Or maybe is that one person you connect well with but they just werent ready yet... be their friend. Dont give up on people so fast. Just make the best out those situations.

"the grass aint greener on the other side"
Be patient, nurture your grass, water it, love it harder everyday... and watch it grow.

Rules to the Game?

There are some unwritten rules or shall I say unspoken rulesto the single life. These rules people expect you to just know or should just be aware by nature.

If its just sex, expect it to be just that and nothing else. We all need it (some more than others). So as a result, we take on partners. FWB (Friends with Benefits) can work out well but let's be honest. It wont be long before someone develops some sort of emtional attachment.

Be cautious of your actions especially if start to developemotional attachment. Why come? We are human and we all yearn for companionship. We all want to love and be loved back.

Keep it simple

I'm a lover of the simple things in life. The best things in life are truly FREE! Think about it for a sec...
The beauty of nature... whether its mountains, snow, the forrest, the ocean, animal watching (or people watching) you will find beauty every where you go. The beach is one of my favorite places to go. Whether its just to watch the waves, play in the sand or just to reflect on life a bit.  This summer I plan to take longs walks on the beach and let the water touch my toes. Its something about the sensation of standing on warm sand while the cool water splashes on my feet. I want the sand to stick to my skin until it drys and falls off.  I'm so ready to just wiggle the sand out of my toes.  Sometimes I watch the sunset and end the night with a sky full of star. So when the big things in life get you down... end your day with life's simple pleasures.

Spring fling or maybe love again?

Its that moment you realize how much fun you've been having. Long talks in person or on the phone, all day text convos... It feels as if this can go on forever. So how do you define it? Or do you? It's spring time and everyone wants to have fun. That's exactly what this is about right? It feels so right. Pure perfect imperfection. The moment you feel as though their flaws no longer matter. You've finally let someone in... And then Spring comes to an end.