Sunday, June 7, 2015

Single and asking for too much

Is it wrong to want a relationship? One that's not perfect. Something from the heart...
Guys want to have sex but they don't want to commit...
What Is happening these days?

Can we build and grow together? Is that even possible these days?

I'm starting to feel like is too much to ask. 

Let's buy a home together.
Let's invest together.
Let's go on vacations with friends and family.

What happened to real families? 


Being single in the shallow big city sucks!

Sunday, May 31, 2015

Friday, May 29, 2015

Dear love: it hurts

I can only hope this days make you happier than you've ever been.
My heart is feeling as though I lost my best friend.
All the jokes
All the laughs
And the warmth from each embrace

My dear love
I'm going to miss you so
This Time I've had you 
And didn't want to let you go

I felt like you knew me better this time around
Hold me tighter and longer
Because you hate when I frown 

My dear love 
It hurts more than you'd ever know
Parting is filled with so much sorrow

Alone

Hey world

Every feel lonely? So many people around but nothing that fills the void or closeness. Sometimes I feel like i'm walking through a crowd, alone.  I feel like I'd be much better if I fall off the grid.

Its a big cruel world out there ...
but it makes you tough. 

Sunday, May 24, 2015

Gift...Curse

What's your most favorite thing?
My heart

What's your least favorite thing?
My heart


The heart is such a gift.
Wen you give it to the wrong person, it feels like a curse. 

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Healing: Its a process


I remember never liking the scab on my wounds. I would pick and peel the scab hoping it would help heal faster. Granted the scab is there to prevent infection. Its there to help the wound heal. I remember wounds would itch around the edges. I would try to scratch around it trying my hardest to stay outside the wound. That never worked.



Physical and emotional wounds are the same. You have to give it time to heal. You can't pick at it, in hopes of change. I get it we all want what we want. Some of us are impatient.  Hell I get that way too!
You have to let time do its duty. Have a little patience and ride your emotions out like an adult. I always tell my son to take his tire and have patience. Even as an adult we need to conscious of our emotions.

Scabs are there to protect the wound and prevent scarring.
Time is your scab. Make peace with it. Let your wounds heal. Time is actually on your side when it come to the healing process.

Make peace with yourself and trust the process.

Thursday, March 5, 2015

Dear love: I'm sorry




Dear love,

Each day without you makes me miss you more. I'm grateful for our quick meet ups but I think I'm ready to keep you. I really hope you're ready to keep me too. I know that last time you came into my life, I wasn't ready. You really showed me what I missing when you left. Oh Love you've taught me a lesson. I know how much you deserve to be appreciated.

You showed me that I needed to love me first. Without self love I wouldn't not be able to keep up your needs.

Each encounter I've had with you taught me how to be a better person. My love I am unselfish for you. I am floating each moment I bask in your presence.

So much I'd give just to see you again.
Just to feel you again.
To show you how you've helped me for the better

Oh love... let me be your fool.

If you please... give me
one more chance...

to LOVE.