Happy Holidays!

Let's not forget the true reason for the holiday. Its about family friends and giving to those who are less fortunate. Share  hugs and laugh with all your love ones. I'm not saying that the world is ending, but our time here is limited. You never know who will go next. So, appreciate life and all you have today for tomorrow is not promised.

You are wonderful and I love you just for reading.

Much love & Happy Holidays
xoxo
Melivee

... The Prayer

Can you believe that when I opened my eyes this morning

I prayed before him
As the tears run down my face
And the pressure from building around my heart
I swear you are playing tricks on me
So I prayed the Lord will let me know

You opened my eyes to see the true needs

As my tongue rolls and my words sound more like humming
musical tunes from my throat
It was so Heaven sent
Prayer so clear
disturbing to the average ear
passionately expressed tune from the heart.

Letter to Love: Part 2

I'm sitting here thinking...

wondering...

Can you hear me love?

 

Dear Love

 
The problem is that I don’t know where to start. It's going to be a year since I’ve blindly opened my mind to you. Not long after I opened my heart, body and spirit. I would have never guessed I'd feel this way about you today. I sit and wish you could open up your heart to me but know it’s impossible at the moment. I know you still hurt from your past... I know you need to heal. I know that I love you and just want to be here for you... Love I am here patiently waiting for you.

 
You're such a big part of my life love. I've never felt like this before. It refreshing as inhaling crisp air after a storm has past. Where there are no doubts about being comfortable in my own skin. I love the person you've helped me become. You've always made the world seem so much easier when you're around. For that I am grateful.

My thoughts today

When you find someone who makes you feel special, who can make you laugh, who appreciates you for who you are, who makes life feel easy when they're around. Hold on tight to them. Appreciate them, love them and keep them close to your heart. They are hard to find.

Lonely cold nights

Sometimes I sit and watch the rain. It so peaceful and calming. I just wish I had someone to sit here and reflect with me. Even if for a little while. The thought of companionship seems so close yet so far away. Cold lonely nights just don't get easy. Sometimes I wonder if there is really someone out there for me...
Someone who can be my friend, my love, a partner, my other half who can remind me that everything is going to be ok.
I'm know I'm not perfect or easily understood. Nights like this I just want to be held. What woman doesn't want to be held by that right person at that right moment.

I guess I'm totally having a moment right now.

...OR maybe NOT

I was scrolling through the numbers in my phone
I saw your name and
I attempted to push the call button
or maybe not

I was hoping you'd call to say hello
maybe you were thinking of me
or would consider spending some time
or maybe not

I saw the look in your eyes last time we kissed
the sadness felt from lip to lip
I was hoping you'd open up
or maybe not

I seen the way you look at her
how your eyes admire her smooth brown skin
the hope that maybe one day she'd love you back
or maybe not

I hoped you listened last time we spoke
I promised to hold you and never let go
confessed love deeper than ocean floors...
or maybe not

I promised to love & cherish
Submit to you
just be here... be your rock
or maybe not

Maybe this time letting go wont be so hard
Maybe I'll no longer want to know...
Sometimes I just no longer want to feel
or maybe not


~A little piece of me~
~Hope you likey~

Gray Areas

Everyone wants to be "real". People claim they are the realest around. Well being "real" ain't so easy when emotions are involved. These gray areas come about when you don't want to hurt someone's feelings. 
It's such a gray area... you want to say I love you with all my heart but you don't say it because you you're not ready to accept rejection or just don't want to lose what you already have.
Can you keep it real AND take a chance on love? Just a thought. 

~~~

Unconditional love is known as affection without any limitations.
Unconditional Love is a dynamic and powerful energy that lifts us through the most difficult times.
Is you love free of limitations?