Poetry

It replays in my mind
Each time more intense
Each time more passionate
Each time more fulfilled
Each time I crave...
Every second
Every moment
As if it’s the first time.

Goodbye

Each thought is of you
I'd closed my eyes but then
your face brings me back
Here
sleepless nights and
Trying hard to hide behind red eyes
Weak
Famished
Unable to process our last transaction
So I lay
Here
Drenched in my pool of sadness
Sitting here hoping that maybe..
Just MAYBE if I can continue with this
Then maybe...
I can drown in my tears
We've said our goodbyes
For the last time
Made love
for the last time
Held you close
For the last time
So here I am
ready
To have my last breath
Life without love
Feels like death
Without you my heart can no longer continue
my feelings no longer exist
my brain no longer functions
but you can't say that I never tried
you seen all my  written
 Hellos, hey theres, and thinking of yous
This last time
its
Goodbye.

...OR maybe NOT

I was scrolling through the numbers in my phone
I saw your name and
I attempted to push the call button
or maybe not

I was hoping you'd call to say hello
maybe you were thinking of me
or would consider spending some time
or maybe not

I saw the look in your eyes last time we kissed
the sadness felt from lip to lip
I was hoping you'd open up
or maybe not

I seen the way you look at her
how your eyes admire her smooth brown skin
the hope that maybe one day she'd love you back
or maybe not

I hoped you listened last time we spoke
I promised to hold you and never let go
confessed love deeper than ocean floors...
or maybe not

I promised to love & cherish
Submit to you
just be here... be your rock
or maybe not

Maybe this time letting go wont be so hard
Maybe I'll no longer want to know...
Sometimes I just no longer want to feel
or maybe not


~A little piece of me~
~Hope you likey~