Goodbye

Each thought is of you
I'd closed my eyes but then
your face brings me back
Here
sleepless nights and
Trying hard to hide behind red eyes
Weak
Famished
Unable to process our last transaction
So I lay
Here
Drenched in my pool of sadness
Sitting here hoping that maybe..
Just MAYBE if I can continue with this
Then maybe...
I can drown in my tears
We've said our goodbyes
For the last time
Made love
for the last time
Held you close
For the last time
So here I am
ready
To have my last breath
Life without love
Feels like death
Without you my heart can no longer continue
my feelings no longer exist
my brain no longer functions
but you can't say that I never tried
you seen all my  written
 Hellos, hey theres, and thinking of yous
This last time
its
Goodbye.