Adieu 2015

So here we are. The last week of  the year 2015. Each year you can only hope to become a better version of yourself.  Checking off goals accomplished, enjoyed life a little more, create memories you hope to share, make new friends or just learn to be present in life. Even if you've made it through the year feeling stagnant, you should be planning to create some sort of forward movement. 

This year I've learned to not only take chances but accept the learning opportunities that may follow. Some call those mistakes. I prefer to call them opportunities for improvement. Let's try to keep things more positive here.  I've opened myself to love, opened an online stores, started new hobbies. I wont be going into detail about these but I can say I've had success and of course opened my eyes to opportunities for improvement. Through it all, I can say that I am grateful for where I am today. I am blessed to have made it through the year 2015, but I know that great things will happen. 

Dear 2015, 

Thank you for life, change and new possibilities. I am grateful that I was allowed to be in your presence. You've taught me things about myself to help guide me into someone better. For you I am ever so grateful.  Please put in a good word for me in 2016 and years go come. Here's to higher consciousness, living an abundant life, being prosperous and paying it forward.

- Me.

Tame the tongue

I have learned that saying hurtful  things to shut someone up will only make an argument worse. You may be the stronger (physically) person but emotionally it shows weakness. Walking away may not solve your problems but it's the best thing to do at the moment.
We shouldn't want to be the person who is right all the time. You never have to like or agree with everything said. We are human and make mistakes. We also have feeling. Whether you decide to play the tough roll or not.
With that being said... Apologizing is a start. Learning to accept your mistakes is another.
Never say anything hurtful in an argument because you are angry. You can lose important people in your life.
#lifeslesson

Remembering: Kisses

I remember when people talked about kissing. How long it happened or how soft and subtle...
If they were gentle and passionate.

Wet kisses
Dry kisses
Soft kisses
Neck kisses
Shoulder kisses
Collar bone kisses
Forehead kisses
Nose kisses
Sweet kisses

Kisses that end with a nibble.
Kisses that end with a nose rub.
(Eskimo kisses).

Stop and experience the kisses.

"Besarte es como ver las estrellas."🌟🌟🌟💫💫💫

A Letter to Love: Humbled & Grateful

I thought I knew you before.
I thought I knew all that you were about.

But this time around feels different.

I’m completely humbled by your presence.

You've been keeping me grounded.

The peace you bring is assuring of your presence.  

You’ve caught me at a point where I felt I was undeserving.
You've lift me up and wrapping me in your warm embrace.

Love you have seriously showed up and made me stronger.

Each day I just keep getting better.
Each day you just keep proving to be something beyond my belief.

Your strength, your heart and selflessness keeps me grateful of your existence.

I thought I knew you before. I really thought I knew it all. 

I was even angry because I believed those impostors to be you.

Today I know there is nothing greater than you.

Love, thank you for loving me like you do.

Me.

Get it together!

How long before you really know what you want? You may be able to pin point qualities in a person... but do you know what you really want? Do you have a general understanding? What about ideal situation?

Write it down.
be specific
be understanding

Also keep in mind what you plan to bring to the table.

Are you willing to reciprocate? What are your deal breakers?

Get it together.

happy writing people!

#loveandlight

Grateful

Often I think back my past. How past hurt/ mold me into who I am today. I can tell you that I've gone from not wanting to love, to fighting anything that leads to love. I was completely emotionally detached. I didn't welcome intimacy into my world. I realized that my world was broken. I was hiding. The more I tried to hide from love and affection, it managed to always tap on my door. The less interested I was in dating and relationships, men would come into my life ready for everything that I was against. Eventually I would open up to intimacy but I would run from my feelings. I get that we're creatures of habit. Breaking through these walls has been a major task even the jaws of life would have needed a friend.  Love and intimacy were so to foreign to me that I would stop all communication with someone, give that person space, until they'd no longer be interested in me. I repeated this process several times. Even hurting some down the line.

I've attempted a few relationship when I thought I was ready. You know how it is... 

you update your status on Facebook, add those status updates about "him", he chimes in on your status, people wonder if its true, all of a sudden you're in the spot light, everything is cute or sweet or even looks wonderful, then you start to post pictures of you two together... all for what? 

The idea of having what you think you want feels good. Being able to show the world that someone loves you feels good. Showing off a little tends to make you feel special.  My friend let me tell you that this time of social validation means nothing. This is all temporary. What you're truly doing is trying to fill a void. I'm not saying that all relationships on Facebook are seeking validation. Its just means that nothing is perfect no matter how you see it. The only people who know are the ones involved in the relationship. 

Truth is... love is patient, its Kind, It doesn't brag or boast.  

It humbles your heart and it appreciates. It puts you in a grateful state of mind and peace. 

When you find love you wont seek validation.

Trying

Ladies have you ever had a man just take your breathe away by his actions? I've tried a couple times at this relationship stuff... I think I've spent more time forcing something to work than just sitting back to let it happen. Not to say that I'm a fixer but I do want the best for people... that's just who I am. I'm a down for you no matter where you are in your life- type chick!  All that matters is that you're a good person. I know "good person" is pretty vague but having good intentions and follow through with those intentions. I've never been one to pick a man because of his financial status. That's not me.

Any way lets get back to the man taking my breathe away. That man that reminds me that Eventhiugh I love to cater to my man, my man can cater to my needs as well. 

Oh honey this is just the beginning. Will I make this work or has my emotions Fooled me again?

Either way. I'm trying.